dude i finally admit to the world that i am inlove with my enemy and then he changes his mind about trying to be friends but its so obvious he likes me to but im shy and afraid im just gunna get hurt trying to confront him myself. im rlly shy when it comes to guys so this could be a bit of a problem. damn i wish he would just admit to his feelings then he wouldnt be living a lie and m world wouldnt be going down the depression drain it just made it worse what he put me thru and i already have soooo much shiz going on in my life. why do boys have to do this to me damn ok i am ranting to get this outta me head. well on the bright side i went to a benefit concert today at my school and there was this ba band there holy shiz they are called this time its personal. yup made me happy like major happy anways hopefully he will ask me out he smiled at me rlly big this week maybe just maybe it means something good well ta ta for now and dont eat cupcakes they make u FAT!!!!!!